wasted it away

anit-V-DaY

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 00:35:35 GMT

today is overrated
just get drunk and remmember
the things that you once forgot

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 07:04:49 GMT

your leaving me tonight as im breathing in your skin tonight. your killin me so why dont you just leave. then i wont have to bare this deep pain i have to feel. send me your tear with a note saying that you dont care. i dont want to be wrong. i dont want to be wrong but you are leaving me behind. i dont recive a call back that just stabs me in the funking heart. it myz well be over now cause your leaving me . i loved you with everthing that i once had you took it for nothing. now what am i supposed to do with out you. i cant see without you. i need you in my sight so i can believe. you just cant hold me down for loveing you cause im not afraid any more like you are. take my hand and lets end this all. i'll give anything if your willing to take this perfect chance.

just a quick thought

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 03:53:23 GMT

there is something i want but how do i get if it might not be there

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 16:32:52 GMT

wrap me up in always, and drag me in with maybes
your innocence is treasure, your innocence is death
your innocence is all i have
breathing underwater, and living under glass
and if you spin your love around
the secrets of your dreams
you may find your love is gone
and is not quite what it seemed
to appear to disappear
beneath all your darkest fears
i believe in never, i believe in all the way
but belief is not to notice, believe is just some faith
and faith can't help you to escape
and with this ring i wed thee true
and with this ring i wed thee now
and with this ring i play so dead
but no one's asking for the truth, so let me tell you
if you spin your love around
the secrets of your dreams
you may find your love is gone
and is not quite what it seemed
to appear to disappear
beneath all your darkest fears
to the revelations of fresh faced youth
no one will come to save you
so speak your peace in the murmurs drawn
but youth is wasted on the young
your strength is my weakness, your weakness my hate
my love for you just can't explain
why we're forever frozen, forever beautiful,
forever lost inside ourselves
the night has come to hold us young

it just not worth it......you know what i would do for you

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 01:28:54 GMT

all i am is a FUCK YOU well thankyou

things just might be great

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 07:47:29 GMT

things come and go but you never know if they are there to stick around
you enjoy every min. you have and charish it with you heart.
it makes you smile with all you heart.
there always a question.
will you get the chance that you want or will you have to live the fear which i have already lost in love.

whos knows, i dont and either do you

you make me smile with every glance i get of you.
love just must work in the oddest ways.
this just might be a new coming for me

i have went thur some deep trenchs that i never thought i would get out of.
now that you are in my life i am on the highest mountain peak.
i feel now pain now

never happier than now i hope things will take a stroll to the better side but
i will leave that chance to you

i adore you
thats foresure

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 13:56:49 GMT

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Wed, 05 Nov 2003 14:48:27 GMT

Can you see how much i miss you........

it is me, i should relize it one day!!!

Wed, 30 Jul 2003 03:02:42 GMT

sometimes you will look at your life and say i wasnt you. i know the life i live is me and i just cant get away from it. there are so many people out there that say they are there but when you need them most they arnt. right now might be the hardest time in my life so far. i have so many things running thru my mind. i dont know how im going to get by right know. i have no idea witch way to turn it seems every way is the worng way. i should over come this downfall but without certin people in my life i dont know if it will be done. i hope my parents do not disown me if they find out. it is used for one reason and that is to get away from myself it lets me forget about those llil things and reduce my stress. also i just wish you knew what you ment to me i think you have know clue but if you where here im sure it would make a difference i miss you so much. the thing is i know you are always with me its just hard for me to belive it. i love you so much i wish i was able to show it insted of being afraid of you.

Fri, 28 Mar 2003 15:42:24 GMT

A few people i know are full of BULLSHIT

Fri, 24 Jan 2003 20:03:00 GMT

the purps are here
thank you god
i love the purp

Mon, 25 Nov 2002 17:23:31 GMT

CAN'T HOLD ME DOWN

Fri, 20 Sep 2002 05:16:43 GMT

you brighten my day!!!!!!! i love talking to you even if it is only for a couple min.

i love you

Tue, 27 Aug 2002 15:09:13 GMT

letters are always enjoyed
wont you just chillen and settle with me you would enjoy that
i miss you all besides the people i hate
friday will be a great day

help me

Sun, 11 Aug 2002 17:11:58 GMT

football is killin me
im so sore and my mind is shot

i love you all

Tue, 06 Aug 2002 12:59:38 GMT

one more day no more time

almost there

Fri, 02 Aug 2002 15:52:15 GMT

wed the 7th i leave its comeing so quick but theres nothing i can say nor do for what i feel but i want you to know that i love ya your the greatest

soon to be gone

Tue, 30 Jul 2002 00:38:12 GMT

i cant wait till aug. 7th
i leave
so fucking happy
but there will be a few people who will be missed!!

yup this is what it is

Fri, 12 Jul 2002 13:36:18 GMT

</big>Ain't Found A Way To
Kill Me Yet
Eyes Burn With Stinging
Sweat
Seems Every Path Leads Me To
Nowhere</big>

Tue, 25 Jun 2002 15:35:51 GMT

will you sit and hold me close to your heart?
i dont know
why not?
cause you are a asshole
thanks
get use to it you fuck

conversation
this takes place in my own head
i feel in weak now

Sat, 22 Jun 2002 05:02:04 GMT

take this life away from me please

Fri, 21 Jun 2002 17:58:37 GMT

in the end .................

Wed, 19 Jun 2002 21:02:01 GMT

~~myself~~

IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE ME

Tue, 11 Jun 2002 13:49:08 GMT

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU
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fuck you and you too you fucking bitch
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i fucking hate you so fucking, go soon fuck you
fuck
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fuck
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Fri, 07 Jun 2002 20:33:56 GMT

wow WOW wow

WOW

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